You can sky rocket away from me
And never come back if you find another galaxy...
And never come back if you find another galaxy...
Once again, i'm writing something for you. (Only if you'll ever read any of it lol)
I've always wonder what it is about you that keeps me constantly thinking of you. Whether or not I want it, you always seem to find your way into my thoughts, and somehow, I am okay with that.
I feel like I am almost out of words to write about you. It is not so surprising that you are the one person that I have written about the most.
I am not sure how many more days will go by before I stop thinking about you as much as I always have, and still do. I've stopped looking at the thoughts of you with repugnance, but rather apathy (or as close to it as I force myself to.) Often, it is easy for me to let go of things - as big of a hopeless romantic as I am, it is rather ironic for me to let things go so easily. But with you, everything is different. With you, I care, so much more than I should, and I still do, with no regrets whatsoever. I never quite understood the significance of the role you play in my life until last night.
What i have learned from you is so much more than what anyone has ever taught me. I learned to love, to hurt, to forgive, and to look pass the surface of things. There was a point in time when I know that you were there, really there, with me (maybe not as a romantic lover but as a genuine friend.) It was probably my fault for not grasping the opportunity when it came by, and there is not a single day that I don't think of how I didn't reach out to you when I could.
But whatever, the past is, after all, the past, right? I honestly can now say that I am happy for you, and that I truly want you to become a better person, not for me, but for everyone that loves you and cares about you. I feel like you know better than anyone what the most important things in life are. I could be wrong, but every now and then, I feel like I understand you, as if I can see you from the inside, the genuine, loving self of yours -- one that is buried too deep within for anyone to see. I know it is there, and I know one day, it will surface and make you the best to your potential.
I care about you and I want you, I really do, to be in my life. Somehow, I seem to find selflessness in the midst of your selfishness. Maybe I am delusional, crazy, or whatever, but this life is mine to make and I will indeed make the best out of it. And with that in my mind, I want you to be a part of my life. =) Say yes?
Yes, you can skyrocket away to another galaxy, and never come back, but wherever you are, just know that there is always a place for you in this heart of mine. Always.
I've always wonder what it is about you that keeps me constantly thinking of you. Whether or not I want it, you always seem to find your way into my thoughts, and somehow, I am okay with that.
I feel like I am almost out of words to write about you. It is not so surprising that you are the one person that I have written about the most.
I am not sure how many more days will go by before I stop thinking about you as much as I always have, and still do. I've stopped looking at the thoughts of you with repugnance, but rather apathy (or as close to it as I force myself to.) Often, it is easy for me to let go of things - as big of a hopeless romantic as I am, it is rather ironic for me to let things go so easily. But with you, everything is different. With you, I care, so much more than I should, and I still do, with no regrets whatsoever. I never quite understood the significance of the role you play in my life until last night.
What i have learned from you is so much more than what anyone has ever taught me. I learned to love, to hurt, to forgive, and to look pass the surface of things. There was a point in time when I know that you were there, really there, with me (maybe not as a romantic lover but as a genuine friend.) It was probably my fault for not grasping the opportunity when it came by, and there is not a single day that I don't think of how I didn't reach out to you when I could.
But whatever, the past is, after all, the past, right? I honestly can now say that I am happy for you, and that I truly want you to become a better person, not for me, but for everyone that loves you and cares about you. I feel like you know better than anyone what the most important things in life are. I could be wrong, but every now and then, I feel like I understand you, as if I can see you from the inside, the genuine, loving self of yours -- one that is buried too deep within for anyone to see. I know it is there, and I know one day, it will surface and make you the best to your potential.
I care about you and I want you, I really do, to be in my life. Somehow, I seem to find selflessness in the midst of your selfishness. Maybe I am delusional, crazy, or whatever, but this life is mine to make and I will indeed make the best out of it. And with that in my mind, I want you to be a part of my life. =) Say yes?
Yes, you can skyrocket away to another galaxy, and never come back, but wherever you are, just know that there is always a place for you in this heart of mine. Always.
Just leave me your stardust to remember you by...
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