Summer means a fresh start.
Summer means adventures with the people i love.
Summer means dancing, singing, and kissing in the rain.
Summer means late-night movies and waffle house at 2am
Summer means leaving my old self behind and getting ready for changes to set in.
I am almost finished with high school. It has been quite the journey, one with much tears and laughter, heartbreaks and joy... I am ready for summer to come again.
Meaning, i'm ready to be my own person, to be free of you. Finally, i've made it to the point where it doesn't bother me anymore that I don't mean anything to you. I've taken so many things for granted, i've taken many people who love me for granted.
I've struggled so hard trying to make a difference in your life. It's taken me this long, but finally i've realized that i can't make a difference in your life, and that's okay, too. We are friends, and that's all there is to it. As I've said before, i'm done caring. That doesn't mean i will treat you as if we're strangers. It merely means that we're just two people who happen to cross paths, and that's all there is to it. We'd pass by each other and we'd say hello, but we're never going to be a part of each other's life. We're too different.
I can finally look back at everything and smile. I finally realized that it wasn't the timing that went wrong, it was just that we were too different. I finally am able to put my feelings for you to rest. I've been carrying those memories with me for too long. Memories are meant to be looked at, not to be carried with.
I don't lack reasons to love you. In fact, I don't need to have reasons to love you. I love you, but that doesn't mean that you will ever become a part of my life. You might affect my emotions greatly, but with time, that will change. I now know who matter, and who don't. You're not one of those that do.
Meaning, i'm ready to be my own person, to be free of you. Finally, i've made it to the point where it doesn't bother me anymore that I don't mean anything to you. I've taken so many things for granted, i've taken many people who love me for granted.
I've struggled so hard trying to make a difference in your life. It's taken me this long, but finally i've realized that i can't make a difference in your life, and that's okay, too. We are friends, and that's all there is to it. As I've said before, i'm done caring. That doesn't mean i will treat you as if we're strangers. It merely means that we're just two people who happen to cross paths, and that's all there is to it. We'd pass by each other and we'd say hello, but we're never going to be a part of each other's life. We're too different.
I can finally look back at everything and smile. I finally realized that it wasn't the timing that went wrong, it was just that we were too different. I finally am able to put my feelings for you to rest. I've been carrying those memories with me for too long. Memories are meant to be looked at, not to be carried with.
I don't lack reasons to love you. In fact, I don't need to have reasons to love you. I love you, but that doesn't mean that you will ever become a part of my life. You might affect my emotions greatly, but with time, that will change. I now know who matter, and who don't. You're not one of those that do.
"Leaving only feels good when you leave something important behind, something that matters to you."
Summer also means the last three months
i get to share with a few of those i love.
Summer also means taking the risk
of having my heart broken again.
i get to share with a few of those i love.
Summer also means taking the risk
of having my heart broken again.
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